.

I want to be free of this pain.
I want to believe tomorrow and smile.
I want to enjoy every minute of it even though it would go up ass.
I want to sit on the dock and watch the sunset.
... with you.
But why it does not work.

Life is difficult when it comes to cope alone
all the shit that the number falls in the neck.
Would not it be relief?
Well, the only relief from the cigarettes and alcohol.
Is this real life?
someone tell it to me.

Sometimes life takes,
sometimes not.
Sometimes you feel bad,
and sometimes good.
But the internal pain is never lost.
It follows you everywhere and does not let go even for a moment.
It suffocates, it kills.

Should learn to live right?
How to live properly?
How do I put the pain go away?
Teach it to me.

I just want to take your hand.
I want to lead you out of pain.
I want to help you in everything what able.
I want to be trustworthy.
I wish that you will not hurt.
I want nobody hurt you.
I want to be your friend forever.

Ota kädestä kiinni kuljetaan pellon poikki rantaan.
Istutaan laiturilla ja muistellaan aikoja.
Uitellaan jalkoja vedessä ja katsotaan toisiamme silmiin.
Kävellään mökkitie vielä kerran.
Hymyillään ja nautitaan hetkestä.
Sanat eivät riitä kuvaamaan sitä kuinka paljon tarvitsen sinua.
Ihan liikaa.
Tiedä silti tämä,
Sua jättää aio en koskaan.

 

 

-Senkou♥